{Review & Giveaway} Discovering Delilah by Melissa Foster

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{Review & Giveaway} Discovering Delilah by Melissa FosterDiscovering Delilah by Melissa Foster
Series: Harborside Nights #2
July 9, 2015
Genre(s): Contemporary Romance (NA), LGBT Romance (NA)
Pages: 348

Our Rating

5 Stars

After the death of her parents on the day of her college graduation, Delilah Armstrong thought she could finally follow her heart and come out to her closest friends, but the guilt of going against her parents’ beliefs haunts her. The feelings she has for her best friend, Ashley, are stronger than anything she’s felt before, but Delilah has never even kissed a girl, and fear stops her at every turn.

Ashley Carver promised herself that she would never again date another girl who wasn’t out, but that was before she met intoxicatingly sweet and sexy Delilah.

When another girl offers to teach Delilah the ropes, it changes Delilah’s whole world and gives her the courage to go after the only girl she really wants. But coming out isn’t as easy as Delilah imagined, and moving past her parents’ death and the feelings of guilt she is left with is even harder. The intense passion between Ashley and Delilah is too strong to deny, but coming together means risking everything.



This book includes mature subject matter that may not be appropriate for readers under the age of 18.

ReasonsToReadGrowing up with incredibly conservative parents, Delilah has learned to be ashamed of her attraction to women, not just hiding it, but actually avoiding any chance of developing a relationship with another woman.  But now that her parents are gone, she’s faced with the juxtaposed feelings of freedom to do what she wants and shame about who she is.  Falling for someone won’t be as simple as it is for most people, as it means embracing herself and getting past what her late parents may have thought of her choice in a lover.

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ButI’m not sure I can get on board with how bisexual women were portrayed in the book.  Mind you, it wasn’t a gigantic label applied to them all, but the couple of them who were part of the story were incapable of remaining faithful, as there was always that pull to the other sex.  I’m positive this wasn’t intentional, simply because that’s not the feeling I get from Melissa Foster’s myriad of characters, not to mention the plots of the upcoming books in this series.  But at least for now it seemed to marginalize those who happen to enjoy both sides of the fence.

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Judging CoversSimply beautiful, just as I expected.  And obviously two women, which I wouldn’t point out, except that sometime after signing up to review Discovering Delilah, another email arrived to spell out that it’s a lesbian love story.  I can only guess that someone who hadn’t paid the least bit of attention to Delilah’s blatantly stated sexual orientation in the first book as well as the complete lack of male presence on the cover of this one was somehow shocked at the subject matter, creating worry that the rest of us might be equally oblivious.  I don’t understand humans.  Still, gorgeous cover that’s just perfect for the book.

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TheVerdictDelilah knows she shouldn’t be ashamed of who she is, but that’s a hard obstacle to overcome when all she ever heard from her conservative parents was how homosexuality was wrong.  Even being around friends and her brother who are not just tolerant but 100% welcoming of people regardless of sexual preference, she’s having trouble finding her place.

Despite her reluctance to even think about a relationship, she’s pretty much fallen head over heels for her good friend Ashley, but she has no idea if her advances, clumsy as they’re sure to be, will be welcomed or humiliatingly rejected, and the insecurity is killing her.  Then there’s the fact that she’s never even dipped a toe in being-with-a-woman pool, so while she knows what she wants, she’s a nervous wreck about her lack of knowledge and experience.  What should have been the awkward fumbling of growing up and experimenting now feels like crippling ignorance, and she’s terrified of disappointing the woman she wants to be with, a woman who’s no stranger to same sex relationships.

Another friend Janessa, who just so happens to be bi, actually ends up something of a catalyst for Delilah’s change — if not immediately being able to accept herself, at least being able to move ahead with who she is.  Offered a no-strings-attached first experience, Delilah goes for it, taking advantage of the opportunity to learn from Janessa without judgement and become more comfortable with what she wants.  This was the scene I was most uncomfortable with, not because it was two women but because if I’m thinking of Delilah and Ashley like I would any other couple on a romance novel, Delilah shouldn’t have been with Janessa at all.  Had this been your standard male/female romance, and the guy hooked up with a friend because he wanted to basically learn sex, we would have expected him to (a) turn out to be a total douche, or (b) fall in love with that friend and live happily ever after.  I really, really, really wanted Delilah’s first experience to be with Ashley, so as well-intentioned as the night with Janessa was, it made me all kinds of uncomfortable.  However, Delilah’s not your standard romance heroine, and her fears about a relationship are certainly much different and more real than the usual contrived fears we read about in standard romances, so it’s hard to completely judge.

Ashley, Delilah’s best friend and giant crush, is out and open, but she has promised herself that she will never again fall for a girl who’s still in the closet.  You see, her previous relationship went up in flames when she discovered that her girlfriend wasn’t just still in the closet but was actually involved with a man behind her back.  Perhaps that ex had real feelings for her and was simply showing the world what they expected to see, but it also felt a bit like she made Ashley an experiment to satisfy curiosity.  It’s hard to say, but it definitely messed Ashley up.

Discovering Delilah did a wonderful job of exploring just how difficult it must be for someone to come out when not only surrounded by judgement but actually raised in it.  For every real-life story of parents and loved ones accepting family members who aren’t “straight,” there are dozens more in which people are ostracized and persecuted.  Delilah’s struggle with everything about her sexuality, from how to simply be to what others may think of her is an emotional ride, and Melissa Foster did a wonderful job of not only portraying Delilah’s coming of age, but also showing every aspect of self-reflection in the process, from shame to confusion to determination and love.  It’s a sweet, sad, ultimately hopeful love story, and I can’t wait to see where this series goes next.

 
The Breakdown
Cover Design
5 star rating
Plot & Pace
5 star rating
Characters
5 star rating
Style & Editing
5 star rating
Story Conclusion
5 star rating
Overall Rating 5 star rating
 

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About Melissa Foster

Melissa Foster is a New York Times & USA Today bestselling and award-winning author.

She writes contemporary romance, new adult, contemporary women's fiction, suspense, and historical fiction with emotionally compelling characters that stay with you long after you turn the last page. Her books have been recommended by USA Today's book blog,

Hagerstown Magazine, The Patriot, and several other print venues. She is the founder of the Women’s Nest, a social and support community for women, the World Literary Café.

When she's not writing, Melissa helps authors navigate the publishing industry through her author training programs on Fostering Success. Melissa has been published in Calgary’s Child Magazine, the Huffington Post, and Women Business Owners magazine.

Melissa hosts an annual Aspiring Authors contest for children and has painted and donated several murals to The Hospital for Sick Children in Washington, DC. Melissa lives in Maryland with her family.

Visit Melissa on The Women's Nest, Fostering Success, or World Lit Cafe. Melissa enjoys discussing her books with book clubs and reader groups, and welcomes an invitation to your event.

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  1. I appreciate your honest thoughts and feelings on Discovering Delilah. Thank you so much for taking the time to read and review–I’m so glad that overall, you liked it! XOXO

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